I am torn
I am torn
I am tired
Of people telling me what I feel
If I am dedicated
What I plan to do
You will walk over me no more
I am my own person
I will make decisions for myself and no one else
This is my life
Cliché?
Screw it
It is
I will no longer lie to myself
I AM IN CONTROL
I will no longer let anyone else control me
Manipulate me
Even if they think it is for the better
I need to make my own mistakes
I want to
I am in charge
I am fully equipped to handle my own life
I love myself
And who I am becoming
Do not tell me who I am
Do not tell me what I think
Do not tell me what I want
Do not tell me whether I am dedicated or not
I don’t care how well you know me
I don’t care if you are my parents
My Boyfriend
My Best friend
I don’t care if you are my brain
You are not me
You are not my heart
You are not my soul
You will never decide anything for me
Only I have the power
the ability
the privilege
To be me.
